Hi, hello and good morning/goodnight to whomever read this. I am slowly returning to writing, so that’s good. It’s been hard with this heat we have. Now it’s a lot cooler, but still quite hot. So that’s one reason. Another is…
It’s not easy to explain, but I’ll try.
The reason for me not working on this, despite being around and reading some things, is that I fell into a, what can you call it, state. Other factors have been in play for this to happen too. But it made me feel like not updating. I have played and taken picture, but just to get an update out… I don’t know. I just didn’t feel like it. And that was a guilt trip all right. I felt guilty for not doing it, so I stressed about it. And that’s what I have been feeling for a good while; stress about updating. Stressed about putting words on the blogs. I feel that I no longer to it for myself, but rather for the sake of others. Put it bluntly… It wasn’t fun anymore. I did it in the beginning because I saw others do it and because it was fun. Now, it’s more of a chore sadly. A chore I rather avoid.
But this phase, is fading away and I feel more compelled to write, to update and get back into what I love doing. It’s going to be slow, because I want to focus on one thing first. I realized that I have many ideas, thoughts and ambitions. So much I want to do! But I take too much on my plate. So from now on, I will focus on one blog at a time, hopefully. To see it through.
This is where MissWingless Random Sims Things comes into play more. I had a Baby Boomer Challenge on that blog, but the save and family got corrupted. That made me not want to do it. But at the same time, I want to do it again. A fresh start with this Baby Boomer Challenge and see it through. So this will be my focus for now, to finish that before I return to my Lockwood Family or the Ragsdale family. I might put an update out for these blogs too, but it will be slower than this hopefully.
And that’s how it looks. Now you know. I’ll post this on my other sites, so that other people see and understands. But I did managed to save some things from my baby boomer challenge, and that’s the boys I had. So in the future, once I have my site for that more up to date and fixed, I’ll put them up for download if someone wants them. So deal with me for a while before anything happens.
Hopefully before the weeks over, I’ll have begun posting my new Baby Boomer Challenge on my site! Can’t wait. So until then, have a good day or night, take care and I’ll see you later!
My thoughts and wishes with hugs,